Kickstart It: Bao Phi’s Thousand Star Hotel Book Tour

Friday, May 05, 2017



Writer, Poet, Community Organizer and Activist Bao Phi will be releasing his second book of poetry Thousand Star Hotel, on Coffee House Press, and in conjunction will be looking to tour the book via a Kickstarter campaign. Definitely can't wait for the second book to come out which can be pre-ordered here.

From the Kickstarter campaign:

About this project

My second book of poems, Thousand Star Hotel, will be released by Coffee House Press on July 4, 2017. It is a resistance to being continually and violently erased, as all Asian Americans are, as well as a history for a future version of my daughter. It is meant to be both a reflection for those who have been historically marginalized as well as a window for those who have been less so.

Why write THOUSAND STAR HOTEL?

I didn’t really write personal poems until I became a father. When the nurse asked, “has anyone in your family been traumatized by war?”, a switch was flipped in me. Of course we had. But the idea of passing that trauma on to my daughter had not been real to me until then. If something should happen to me, my daughter would miss out on half of who she was. Though I was just a baby and don’t remember the traumatic handful of days fleeing to this country, I was fortunate to be raised in a family that shared those details with me. And growing up in Phillips, I didn’t miss a moment of what it meant to be raised as a Vietnamese refugee, an outsider no one wanted, in Minneapolis’s largest, poorest, and most racially diverse neighborhood.

The American education system is already lousy when it comes to Asian American history – we might get a “Chinese New Year” day, if we’re lucky, and that’s about it. Let alone history about the Vietnamese. Most people’s education about Vietnamese Americans come from the intensely problematic white fantasy Miss Saigon, now resurrected on Broadway. While I would never try to position myself as “authentic” or speaking for an entire group of people, it is a core principle of my work that I challenge and explode racist notions of Vietnamese and Asian Americans. Poetry is the best tool I have in this endeavor, a tool I’ve refined over decades of dedication to my craft, and it’s a tool I deeply love.

Why take THOUSAND STAR HOTEL on tour?

As a longtime spoken word artist and touring poet, the best way to spread word of my book is through my readings and performances. I’m at a crossroads in my career where I am published by a nonprofit press but no longer considered ‘emerging’; it is challenging to procure funds to tour, and as a single co-parent with a full time job, knocking a tour out with nonstop driving and sleeping on couches is not an option.

Help me take THOUSAND STAR HOTEL to:

Los Angeles
San Francisco
Portland
Seattle
Boston
New York
Washington, DC
Houston

What are people saying about THOUSAND STAR HOTEL?

“The many fans of Bao Phi will be thrilled by this book. New readers will be seduced by his trademark blend of passion, politics, and poetry. His poems alternate between the profane and the provocative as they deal with war and history, love and heartbreak, the inner city and the inner self. A powerful read, a gutsy writer.” —Viet Thanh Nguyen, author of The Sympathizer

“Bao Phi’s Thousand Star Hotel is a vividly inward look at an Asian American experience that never flinches from the hard realizations of humanity. Bao ties generations together at his personal crossroad of fatherhood and lets the reader see, feel, and hear the electricity of his renowned stage performance blossoming on the page. Bao’s poems haunt our collective American psyche until a ‘new region of the tongue is discovered’ that lets us know what ‘tastes like the middle of the crosshairs of a drone bomber / tastes like science concocting survival.’”—Tyehimba Jess, Pulitzer Prize winning author of Olio

“Bao Phi’s Thousand Star Hotel echoes the fire in his earlier work, which skewers racism and class with the precision of a skilled chef. Yet, when Phi splits open the vulnerable and humbling moments of love, childhood, and fatherhood, he creates a body of satisfying, poignant poems that create moments of quiet introspection like diners hushed by the first bites of an anticipated meal. Bao Phi carries an honest, powerful voice, and he is not afraid to look into the boiling pots of his past or the roiling violence in America and abroad.”—Tara Betts, author of Break the Habit

Risks and challenges

Anyone who has been on a long road trip knows that things occasionally go wrong. A plane gets oversold or delayed, our place to crash one night could fall through, or a family emergency could come up. I will do my absolute best to honor all the rewards should we reach our goal, but if circumstances beyond my control should arise, I may need to work with you to creatively fulfill those goals.

I have yet to secure dates and locations for many of those cities, but as a touring spoken word artist with over two decades of experience booking and managing my own career, I am confident I can get it done.

Pledge to the Kickstarter campaign here.

When Nothing Is Good Enough For White People...A Random Diatribe With Examples

Tuesday, May 02, 2017

Sometimes when I've had random conversations with White People sometimes it seems like nothing is good enough for them and you just can't seem to appease them and it's just funny to me how some days Asian Americans and other POC just can't manage to move the needle.

Some examples of White People might say when someone who isn't white says something about what they've done (and yes...this happens internally in groups as well - but we're talking about White People).

Someone: I just ran an awesome 5K race! My first time!

White Person: I did a triathlon last year after we vacationed in the Grand Caymans. I had a personal trainer. They were awesome.


Someone: Woohoo! I just got an awesome job making twice of my last job!

White Person: Hopefully you won't get fired. You're sure that's what they're paying you?


Someone: Just got a new car - love it!

White Person: Didn't want to buy American huh? Well I guess the Asians make decent cars even if they're not made in our country.

Someone: It actually is...

White Person: What did you say?


Someone: OMG - I love them! So gorgeous!

White Person: What are they mixed?

From Arden Cho With Love (Well Maybe Not Love But At Least Some Good Stuff To Say To College Kids)

Tuesday, May 02, 2017



Cho said she was partially drawn to acting because she was unhappy there was nobody she felt she could relate to in the media. Growing up, she said she felt ugly and alienated as an Asian because the only beauty standards she saw on television celebrated women who were white with blonde hair and blue eyes.

Speaking about the recent controversy of Scarlett Johansson being cast as the Japanese female lead in “Ghost in the Shell,” Cho said executives often don’t choose Asian-American actors because they are concerned about ratings.

Read it in full.

P.S. It's Time To Get Naked AKA AAPI Heritage Month

Tuesday, May 02, 2017

Again as in years past this is the month to get naked and walk out in public because it's our month.

Sure - everyday should be our month and sure - we wouldn't even have a month if it wouldn't be for this racist as country we call America of which I still love...most days...unless it's racist as fuck...which it actually can be a lot...so let's just scratch that last part and just say.

Happy our month to us because we know...

Yeah...we know.

Tuesday Retro Classics: Jin + Thank You

Tuesday, May 02, 2017



Just thought I'd bring it back a decade+.

The New Classics.

Sean Malto's Epic Unsanctioned Game Of Skate

Tuesday, May 02, 2017



Sure, the beef is actually a setup (as it has been for a decade) but this is an epic game of skate - you don't even need to skate to like this - just watch for 2:00 minutes and see if you keep on watching.

Glad to see Sean Malto who's Hapa (Filipino) back in action after what could have been a career ending ankle injury.

Nice.

Jintae + GoFundMe

Tuesday, May 02, 2017

I'm gonna provide a link to this GoFundMe page for an AK/KAD/KA - feel free to help out if you can.

I met Jintae when I went to Korea last year. We were both guests at KoRoot, a guesthouse for Korean adoptees. I was there on a trip to visit my biological family. He had just moved there to start a new life for himself.

I quickly learned that Jintae is a remarkable person who has overcome so much. His story exemplifies everything that can go wrong with international adoption.

I share his story now with permission.

cw: abuse, depression

His white mother wanted a Korean baby boy because she thought he would grow up to be scientist or doctor and make lots of money. His white father didn't care-- he wasn't around. He was constantly teased for being the only non-white kid around. Additionally, his parents made him switch schools every single year, so it was impossible for him to make friends. The ones he managed to make, he wasn't able to keep because he'd always have to go to a new school.

As he got older, it became even harder to make friends because people had been friends for years at school together already, and he was always just the new Asian kid.

His most prominent memories of his father from when he was a child were drunken arguments with his mother in the middle of the night. When he was 7 or 8 they started having problems. When he was 10, they got a divorce and didn't tell him about it. He found out accientally when he overheard a conversation his adoptive mother was having.

For the next two years, he was pretty much ignored because they were finalizing the separation/divorce.

He was sent to military school when he was 12. At the beginning of his second semester, after he turned 13, he was molested by an older cadet. This happened on multiple different occasions. Several other cadets around his age were also victims. They were also physically abused constantly by senior ranking cadets.

This is when his decline picked up momentum. Eventually he left military school to finish his freshman year of high school in California with his adoptive father.

In 2015, he decided he wanted to get in touch with Korean culture and move there.

In response, his adoptive family issued an ultimatum: It was either them, or Korea.

He chose Korea, and they disowned him.

When I met Jintae in August 2015, he was hard at work learning the Korean language (seriously, I was so amazed that he had only been there for a couple months) -- and starting up his personal training business.

I was amazed by his courage in coming to the country of his birth, leaving everything he knew behind to seek something better than what he knew.

It is extremely difficult to move to a foreign country, especially if you don't have financial support in some way.

It is even more difficult if you are a survivor of trauma, and struggle with the resulting depression.

Jintae couldn't afford rent, because he didn't leave the U.S. with enough money to secure the "key money" / deposit, which is extremely high in Korea. So he was paying rent that was double what it could have been. If he had come with enough for the key money/deposit, he would still be in Korea today.

As it was, it was too expensive for him to continue to stay.

Jintae recently had to move back to California, where he's struggling to get mental health care and to make enough money to return to Korea.

I offered to make him a GoFundMe to help him get back, because I know the obstacles he faces are too difficult to surmount alone.

Jintae will have a job lined up before he returns to Korea, but would need help with all those upfront costs of moving.

The donations would be for the following things:

Flight: $700
"Key money"/deposit: $3,000
Three months' rent: $1,800
Shipping belongings: $300
Korean language class: $1,500

Total: $7,300

Thank you so much for considering this. Jintae is one of the most hardworking, perseverent people I know, and has so much integrity.

I know, as a community, we can give him at least a portion of the support -- financial, but also emotional -- that his adoptive family so cruelly denied him.

I've Been On Vacation...

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Regular scheduled programming will resume shortly.

Sơn Tùng M-TP + Nơi Này Có Anh

Tuesday, April 04, 2017

Tóc Tiên - Em Không Là Duy Nhất

Tuesday, April 04, 2017

Goodbye Holiday / 「サイエンスティック・ラブ」

Tuesday, April 04, 2017

Retro Kaji Hitomi: Ti Amo

Tuesday, April 04, 2017

Damn NBC News Asian America

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Seriously - you're still promoting a racist show that so many people have demonstrated against?

A show that's steeped in colonial orientalism and as I said in my YOMYOMF post "set in the dreams of White People"?

Again - I'm not saying it's all bad - but you need to think about the Asian America that's tagged to your site then, and what your mission is - because how can Asian Americans fight if members in the community, and an outlet that at least I've thought is supposed to be shedding a light on Asian Americans, is promoting racist shows like "Miss Saigon"?

And while I have nothing against Nick Ut or the commemoration of the anniversary of his famous picture (mostly) - I find it odd that on a site that's supposed to be in the spirit of Asian America, Phan Thị Kim Phúc's name can't be found in a headline - versus doing mostly the same thing as most everyone else - focusing on a naked tortured Vietnamese child. And yes you do have a pic up of her now as an adult - but her name isn't anywhere to be found on it (and sure it's the main page, no captions for images...) - so she's kind of nameless again. Yes, it's still talking about Nick Ut AKA Huỳnh Công Út - but it's the same, somewhat torture war porn imagery we like to remember in America, and about Vietnamese Americans.



When you put those two together - I have a hard time swallowing it.

At Least There's Some Justice? AKA James Harris Jackson Gets It. Unfortunately It Won't Bring Back Timothy Caughman

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/james-harris-jackson-terrorism_us_58d97aa0e4b0f805b3227e96

On Monday, James Harris Jackson, 28, of Baltimore was indicted Monday on one count each of first- and second-degree murder as an act of terrorism for the March 20 stabbing of Timothy Caughman, 66. He previously was charged with second-degree murder as a hate crime and three counts of criminal possession of a weapon.
I think this is great, but we gotta do something about the mindset - before this happens.

#RepresentationDoesntMatter + Jason Chu + Alex Luu

Tuesday, March 28, 2017



Nice.

Run River North + Melissa Polinar + Shoutouts

Thursday, March 23, 2017



Shout out to All Things Considered for their article on SXSW. Love love love Melissa Polinar and loving the pic of Run River North.

It Ain't Me - Kygo, Selena Gomez (KHS & Kina Grannis Cover)

Wednesday, March 22, 2017



What are those potato chips?

Love Song: A Little Jason A Little Chu + Some FUZZY + Jessica Louise

Wednesday, March 22, 2017



The 2nd MV from #Arrivals.

When White People Make Shitty Covers And Videos (AKA Is It Stand By Me Or Give Me A Lap Dance?)

Wednesday, March 22, 2017



Honestly - I don't remember how I even found this - but for some odd reason I was thinking about shitty covers, and I was like - Oh Shit - this is probably the worst cover and video ever for a song.

Ever.

Go Jaylow!!!!!

Some Days It's Hard To Rep My Viet People (Because It's Like We Have To Do It All The Time)

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Seriously - some days, it seems like too much work to have to bring up all the great Viets in the community because it seems like in almost every twist and turn we get forgotten about, overlapped with other people, or just looked at like "Who the fuck do these Viet MF's think they are?".

Honestly - it sometimes gets tiring - not repping my peepages but - having to do it because some people or orgs, or fill in the blank - just have no fucking clue.

Fine - I'll just hit you like I'm kicking in the tunnels and you'll see me coming - well...

Never.